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someone just woundedmy heart
like a nightmare i live in it was too big to ignore.
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title : It's true that I still love you. Until now my hair still smells nice. Lol. The point is it’s considered my first time in Sungei Wang. What a Malaysian, right. Because of everyone lah! Telling me Sungei Wang is a lala land. Oh well, anyway, someone tried to burn Sungei Wang down yesterday afternoon. Hahhaa, it was so funny! I would have run there with my camera but it was so bloody cramp and smelly. And I don't want to be known as one of the kpo there :( *the first time I went, before I could even take another step into Sungei Wang, I turn around and said let's go KLCC instead. That was before Pavilion was born, lol. Head to El’ Harbenora (whatever spelling) at Capsquare. It’s officially a paria Spanish club from now on. Diluted whiskey, suck songs… blah blah. We only went there cause of Justin Wong. Pfft, you seriously owe me big time. Have to admit also because of the free flow, teeheeee. Bright side,   familiar? The diary from Starbucks! This thing cost me RM13.70 x 11, T.T That's why I need a part time job after my internship at 4pm which I already found one... thanks to Jacky Foong for bringing me on board.   Reggae Bar. It's super cheap there and everything is awesome. I mean I might not like some of the song but 70% of it is good. I get to know the owner there already and even con him that Michelle and I are real siblings. Hahhaa, Robert oh Robert... :p Alright, I shall end here. Exam is on Monday and I need to start studying now! ♥  "You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true." title : No one said caring would be easy. Tell me that it doesn't mean anything,  I was afraid of too many things, but dying to prove I was strong enough - to make my own way, to make it myself, to keep my head up, be the one who helps. And I am content to walk a little slower, because there is nowhere that I really need to be.I find that life is easier when it is just a blur, with no details to confuse who or what or where I was. So when the ending comes the full regret will seem obscure, but these are days we dream about when the sunlight paints us gold. And this apartment could not be prettier as when we danced up there alone. I walk around the school hallways last night and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three examinations and a lab report due on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And wondering why. Lets be happy with what we have, and enjoy the beauty in these days. Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream. As topic. title : Just play that rock and roll for me,   The cake I bought. Written there B15-13A. Like duh. I wrote it myself btw :p  Birthday boy and I ♥ And he thought I've forgotten about it. Obviously, no :p I will make it up for all the time I went missing from Suriamas. Heheee. Much loves! -  I told you in just less than 24 hours. The longest period we argue was when I was him to fuck off which is so long ago and he was different in my heart right then. One more song we can sing along to. Our big break, no more mistakes. One more time, we’ll do what we have to get this off the ground. Tuning into: Te Amo – Rihanna  I lie on the grass, breathing in the silence, listening to the night, looking up at the stars. I look up at the night sky and I wonder about life, about you, about why I'm here. And I look up at those cold, beautiful stars, so far away, and I realize life has never seemed so big. At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that it’s happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away. title : Stupid asshole I don't think it's just a movie.  It freaks me out and I was stoning all the way home from Kuala Lumpur after the movie and even knock the chair and almost fall a few times. Thinking how am I suppose to react when it is really happening. -_____________- Well, I guess the movie should be under 21sx because I am 18 and it still freaks me out. I did not scream nor shout so yeah, someone lost the bet :p --  Brother? Sister? Fuck it. You just still can't accept the fact that I despise your little girlfriend, huh? Too fucking bad! And if you can't trust me it's also too fucking bad for you because I am obviously worth more than a fucking carton of milk. Yeah, you're so daring right talk to me like that. That's because you're so far away from me, like across the sea? I don't see you shouting at me when I'm standing in front of you every single afternoon/night we were at Suriamas?! Fucking fool only know how to hide in a turtle shell (5th floor) Just because you like Tourism doesn't means I like it, too! Just because you made up your mind to study hard for your shit ass Culinary doesn't mean I have to be like you. So, whatever to you! Anyway I have more choices in life than you so fuck you! title : My love turned around,  Each morning when I open my eyes, I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead; tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy with it.  I'm at the point in my life where things are neither good or bad. They could be better, but they could be worse and I can't look at anything with a purely pessimistic or optimistic point of view. It's that point in life where you just have to forge forward and hope for the best. You keep your fingers crossed in hopes that someday catching that happiness you tried so hard to hold in your grasp. That's the thing about happiness, it is fleeting. Like that firefly you try to capture and no matter how many times you waver, try to clasp it in your hands, but it never wants to be kept. Keep one foot in front of the other and move along, because someday that firefly will find it's way back to you.  It's like seeing someone for the first time, and you look at each other for a few seconds, and there's this kind of recognition like you both know something. Next moment the person's gone, and it's too late to do anything about it.  If you're looking for the truth, you have to shut up. Most people I know fill their days with meaningless bullshit, small talk, and trivial diversions just to keep the noise in their own heads down.  Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quot. You can quote them; disagree with them; glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do. The rest of the pictures in Barsavanh. Anywayyyyyy, we had fun. Tuning into : Bad Boy - Cascada. title : Wo bu zhi dao zhen me yang,  I am obviously cuter than him no matter what, duh.  This is obviously my birthday boy for the night and he is my love! Hello? I ditch Zouk for him so how can he not be my love! Leon Dinesh 21st birthday!  Tinky-Winky! Yeah he was a little, just a little bit, high.  How long we hadn't been hanging out! ♥  Yeah, Jean-ni was there, too. And she told me a lot of things I am involved but I don't know? Thanks love ♥  Yeah I guess everyone already know who is he :p  How can you all not see her, right! My baby ♥ Guess who is coming KL this coming Friday just to see his lovely little baby? Cousin Ken! And where are we heading? Rootz, again! :d title : and she says te amo, And the wonderful person who I'm mentioning is Tan Hoeyen. People always thought my mind was corrupted by another friend but it's not like that. She did not corrupt me or whatsoever. I did all that willingly and things changed. I'm getting older (only eighteen wtf) and I can really think maturely now. For all the thing people said behind my back, as long as my friends trust me, I am already satisfied. But for those who doesn't know who am I and just believe whatever others said, I am so sorry. I will try my best to explain things right but it's still up to you. Most recent rumors, Grace Low backstab Guy B. How did the rumors start? Guy A wants Girl A back to his side and started using my name to backstab about Guy B so that Girl A won't accept Guy B. Who is Guy A? Basically everyone knows him. He is quite popular but yeah.. what a behavior. And the best part is... I only know him for five days (less than that probably) and he can start using my name proudly. The second best part? My abang don't want me to confront him. Now I'm starting to wonder if he really want to befriend me when he first met me at Euphoria or he just want to use my name after browsing through Guy B's facebook pictures. ----- Barsavanh, Asian Heritage Row. Leon's 18th birthday. The Teletubbies went down to attend except Dipsy. I represent the Hoeyen group for Leon's birthday. Kit Meng, Kit Shaun, Yen, and Yong Sern is studying for examination. So is Nicholas, Park Leng and thre rest.     More photos with Teletubby Michelle. She promised to upload the next day but it's already next next day. Well, we are all very very very tired. ♥ Teletubby Little Brother drop by too in the middle of the night. With his hair in a very very messy position. Hahhaha. |